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Tavros Nitram ([personal profile] i_bullieve_i_can_fly) wrote in [community profile] sortinghat_logs2012-04-14 11:26 pm

Well this won't be awkward.

WHO: Jade Harley, Tavros Nitram
TONE: Awkward, therapeutic~ and... cute?
RATING: PG or PG13 for Jade's language!!!
WHEN: Late afternoon, after classes.
WHERE: By the lake!
WHAT: Tavros asks Jade for Karkat advice and junk! Also they talk about their new family probably.
STATUS: Ongoing!
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[He hadn't been sure where to ask her to meet. He didn't want somewhere totally private because that would have probably been more awkward. He'd also really hesitated to even ask Jade, considering it hadn't been too long since he'd confessed his crush on her. But in a way, he'd actually gotten over it a lot after telling her. But it was still really weird to be asking her to meet him somewhere so they could talk. In the end, he'd decided on a semi private spot near the lake, and decided that she was really the only one who might actually understand his position.

So! He was waiting there, levitating a small stone idly to pass the time.]

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-15 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[And this is Jade skipping as she's going to meet up with Tavros. She's still excited about the ~magical~ revelation that she and John were super secret twins the entire time, so seeing Tavros prompts her to wave animatedly and call.]

Tavroooooooos! Hi, Tavros!!

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-19 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
Well! [She stops and fluffs out her skirt a little before sitting down, still all smiles as she speaks.] I got some pretty cool news with John's last journal entry! It turns out we're twins, can you believe that??

[Yes, just that they're twins, no feelings of abandonment or curiosity about why they were separated, just a girl finding out she's her best friend's sister.]

But I am not here to tell you about John and me, right?

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's cool, too! You deserve happy news like that, I think!

[She frowns and touches his shoulder lightly, shaking her head.]

I am here for you and I am listening. You can start talking about it whenever you are ready, Tavros.

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[A jolt of pain crosses her face before she looks down. It surprised Jade how much talking about Karkat still hurt, and the fact that Tavros was fighting with him right now as well...

Jade didn't want their relationship to be eroded as well. But chances were it was something Karkat did to make him angry...so many mixed feelings.]


Oh...what happened? Did he hurt your feelings? [Ask a stupid question, obviously hurt feelings were involved, hurt feelings were always involved. Come on, Harley, keep it together, your friend needs you.]

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
...[Insulted Peter Pan. How hypocritical, jumping on Dave as he did for insulting Tavros with Peter Pan, then turning around and doing it himself.

But in that case...]


I don't think he meant to hurt you with lying...and I don't think he meant to insult Peter Pan either. He knows how much Peter Pan means to you, and you know how much you mean to all of your friends right?

1/?

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[She takes it gingerly and reads, making sure not to skip over a single word so she can grasp the full situation.]

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[However, getting the full situation felt more like a bag of rocks being dropped on her head.

In Jade's mind the gears are turning, processing and feeding into her doubts and worries...they were right. She was right all along. They were doomed from the start.]

3/4

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[...Fuck! Fuck you, Harley, you selfish bitch!

She can't believe she's thinking about her own situation when she's supposed to be helping Tavros through it. She pushes the journal back towards him, hands shaking but trying the best she can to steady them.]

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
...I...I think...you should...talk to him.

[Jade hurriedly removes her glasses and rubs them with her sleeve as an excuse to look down again. Pay attention to something else. Something. Anything.]

You were both...very mean. It's not right. He had good intentions and...people do weird things when they're scared, so...

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Gently...gently... Jade touches his shoulder again and leans down so she can make eye contact with him.]

I know. I think he is scared, too. But you do not have to be scared, I am here with you and whatever happens I will always be with you. And Karkat...I think if you just tell him how you are feeling, he'll understand. Even if he's not very good at looking at things from another person's eyes, he can recognize feelings. I know he can. He's thoughtful in his own way.

Tavros, I think Peter Pan would want you to talk to Karkat as well. Reach deep down into your heart and find strength in your pain. Please.

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
...Yes. I should be brave and talk to him, too. I need to be a good example for you.

[But it hurts her; her feelings writing around in her stomach, her eyes itching and burning from the tears she's holding in, her mind reprimanding her for her weaknesses.

It's too much to take in one session.]


I...[can't tell him that I still like him, that would just make things worse. Just fuck things up more, like always, like always always always.] Have an idea. We will both talk to him on our own time...and tell each other how it goes. And we cannot put it off or be dishonest! It will be a Peter Pan promise between us.

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
It's a Peter Pan pinkie promise, then! [This was better, some positivity to feed off on was enough to help her put back on the chipper facade. She would have to keep this moment in mind whenever she was actually able to get Karkat alone...chances were that he wouldn't want to talk to her and would just leave her waiting.

Shut the hell up, Harley.]


This is definitely important, okay? I am Wendy and you are Peter, we must go face Captain Hook together!

...Well, except Karkat is not as mean as Captain Hook, hehehe.

[personal profile] selfmakeout 2012-04-24 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
[She is your hero, Tavros, it is her.

But for now the hero jumps at the prospect of a friendly hug and wraps her arms around him.]


You do not even have to ask. For a friend I will always give all the hugs, all of them.