Tavros Nitram (
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Well this won't be awkward.
WHO: Jade Harley, Tavros Nitram
TONE: Awkward, therapeutic~ and... cute?
RATING: PG or PG13 for Jade's language!!!
WHEN: Late afternoon, after classes.
WHERE: By the lake!
WHAT: Tavros asks Jade for Karkat advice and junk! Also they talk about their new family probably.
STATUS: Ongoing!
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[He hadn't been sure where to ask her to meet. He didn't want somewhere totally private because that would have probably been more awkward. He'd also really hesitated to even ask Jade, considering it hadn't been too long since he'd confessed his crush on her. But in a way, he'd actually gotten over it a lot after telling her. But it was still really weird to be asking her to meet him somewhere so they could talk. In the end, he'd decided on a semi private spot near the lake, and decided that she was really the only one who might actually understand his position.
So! He was waiting there, levitating a small stone idly to pass the time.]
TONE: Awkward, therapeutic~ and... cute?
RATING: PG or PG13 for Jade's language!!!
WHEN: Late afternoon, after classes.
WHERE: By the lake!
WHAT: Tavros asks Jade for Karkat advice and junk! Also they talk about their new family probably.
STATUS: Ongoing!
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[He hadn't been sure where to ask her to meet. He didn't want somewhere totally private because that would have probably been more awkward. He'd also really hesitated to even ask Jade, considering it hadn't been too long since he'd confessed his crush on her. But in a way, he'd actually gotten over it a lot after telling her. But it was still really weird to be asking her to meet him somewhere so they could talk. In the end, he'd decided on a semi private spot near the lake, and decided that she was really the only one who might actually understand his position.
So! He was waiting there, levitating a small stone idly to pass the time.]
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Tavroooooooos! Hi, Tavros!!
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Uhhh... hey! You, seem happy today. I mean, not that you aren't usually happy. But, more than usual I mean...
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[Yes, just that they're twins, no feelings of abandonment or curiosity about why they were separated, just a girl finding out she's her best friend's sister.]
But I am not here to tell you about John and me, right?
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Oh, wow... I think that's, kind of... uh, ironic? Considering that... I kind of, found out I had a brother, on Easter! I just, haven't told anyone yet because, it was a lot to process... But, it's really cool that we've got new family that, we didn't even know about!
[At her next words, he pauses and shifts uncomfortably a little.] Uhh... It's, not why I asked you to meet me, but if you want to talk about it, then, we can! Because, the thing I want to talk to you about is, uh... kind of sad, and also, sort of a long story.
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[She frowns and touches his shoulder lightly, shaking her head.]
I am here for you and I am listening. You can start talking about it whenever you are ready, Tavros.
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I... had a fight with Karkat. [He pauses for a second before added,] I just thought, um, maybe you'd... possibly be the one to, understand. I mean, more than anyone else.
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Jade didn't want their relationship to be eroded as well. But chances were it was something Karkat did to make him angry...so many mixed feelings.]
Oh...what happened? Did he hurt your feelings? [Ask a stupid question, obviously hurt feelings were involved, hurt feelings were always involved. Come on, Harley, keep it together, your friend needs you.]
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He...uh. [Wow, he suddenly feels really, really awkward because... he kind of has to tell her about...what happened in the shack, and. Holy crap that's just really awkward and he doesn't know if he can.]
He... lied to me, about something. [He doesn't mean to be evasive, but he's just... not able to get out what Karkat actually lied about.] ...And, uh, also insulted Peter Pan, too... [Because that's just as important and horrendous.]
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But in that case...]
I don't think he meant to hurt you with lying...and I don't think he meant to insult Peter Pan either. He knows how much Peter Pan means to you, and you know how much you mean to all of your friends right?
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Tavros bites his lip and shakily reaches into the pockets of his robe, producing his journal. With some fumbling, he turns the pages back to the entry where he and Karkat had the fight.]
H-Here, I... I can't, explain everything, because I... I mean, it's just...c-complicated, and, really embarrassing, so here... Just, read it...I guess... [He's shaking as he extends the journal to her.]
1/?
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In Jade's mind the gears are turning, processing and feeding into her doubts and worries...they were right. She was right all along. They were doomed from the start.]
3/4
She can't believe she's thinking about her own situation when she's supposed to be helping Tavros through it. She pushes the journal back towards him, hands shaking but trying the best she can to steady them.]
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[Jade hurriedly removes her glasses and rubs them with her sleeve as an excuse to look down again. Pay attention to something else. Something. Anything.]
You were both...very mean. It's not right. He had good intentions and...people do weird things when they're scared, so...
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I-I know, I was... [He sounds really upset at that.] But... I-I asked him, if he remembered anything, and he said no. And I'm just so... c-confused, about everything, and him lying about it was just...just... really, really upsetting!
[He pauses for a few seconds, hugging himself tighter.] I'm...s-scared, to talk to him.
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I know. I think he is scared, too. But you do not have to be scared, I am here with you and whatever happens I will always be with you. And Karkat...I think if you just tell him how you are feeling, he'll understand. Even if he's not very good at looking at things from another person's eyes, he can recognize feelings. I know he can. He's thoughtful in his own way.
Tavros, I think Peter Pan would want you to talk to Karkat as well. Reach deep down into your heart and find strength in your pain. Please.
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I...I just, I don't... [He swallows, trying to prevent himself from turning into a stammering pile of nerves. He takes a deep, shaky breath and tries again.] I-I don't know, if I can because...the dreams. I...they're- they make, everything so much more, difficult and... confusing, and...
[He trails off, but then his stomach clenches as he remembers what she said about Peter Pan. He...He didn't want to let Peter Pan down. At all. But then he remembers that Jade is also having a fight with Karkat, and... He's been learning a lot about hypocrisy lately! So...] ...Peter Pan would, also want you to talk to him, too...
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[But it hurts her; her feelings writing around in her stomach, her eyes itching and burning from the tears she's holding in, her mind reprimanding her for her weaknesses.
It's too much to take in one session.]
I...[can't tell him that I still like him, that would just make things worse. Just fuck things up more, like always, like always always always.] Have an idea. We will both talk to him on our own time...and tell each other how it goes. And we cannot put it off or be dishonest! It will be a Peter Pan promise between us.
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And he also had never made a Peter Pan promise. Ever. Not once in his life. That seemed like a really big commitment to make. What if he let Peter Pan down? But... no, no, he could do it. He would have to do it. For Peter Pan, and also for Jade, who was being so awesome and strong. He wished he could be as strong as her...
He chewed on his bottom lip, thinking about it for a few seconds, before shakily holding out his pinkie finger.]
I...I don't, know how to, um, physically do a Peter Pan promise, so let's...uh, pretend a pinkie promise is, a Peter Pan one...and, it's...a-a deal.
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Shut the hell up, Harley.]
This is definitely important, okay? I am Wendy and you are Peter, we must go face Captain Hook together!
...Well, except Karkat is not as mean as Captain Hook, hehehe.
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He nods, giving her a small smile. The look in his eye is definitely a lot less scared and upset, but there's definitely uncertainty there. But he's determined to do this now.]
Y-Yeah! That's... haha. He's, definitely not as mean as Hook, and... I definitely, don't want to cut off his hand, so... yeah. Also, I think that... you're going to be a, really good Wendy, because... she's brave, and so are you... Which is, uh, me saying that, I think you can do this...A-And maybe, so can I.
[And then he shifts a little, turning even more red.] I... um, can we...hug now...? I just, f-feel like, maybe that it's the right, thing to do, at this moment and...I-I kind of, uh, just... need one, I think.
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But for now the hero jumps at the prospect of a friendly hug and wraps her arms around him.]
You do not even have to ask. For a friend I will always give all the hugs, all of them.
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T-Thanks... You're... um, a really, really great friend, Jade. I'm, really glad that we're friends.