It's hard not to think back on everything they'd done, and part of him was worried that Gamzee would think differently of him now since he was so ready to practically jump into bed with him if he'd just asked.

That kiss seems to have assuaged that fear, and it just makes the grip of his arm around the larger boy that much tighter. His heart is pounding so hard and he watches Gamzee's face with a look of awe and surprise.

There's a moment where he looks like he might start crying again, but instead he just curls up against Gamzee's chest, nuzzling up under his chin to hide his face.