Can't help but be. [Gamzee informs him seriously.] Got you here with me [tightening one arm around the smaller boy with a smile] and we're talking the most miraculous shit, about all the magic in the world and between people, like you and me. Even if it be up in my pan that I want to kiss you so bad it hurts sometimes, even that's nice? Like ... I dunno, like there's times when it feels good to want something, and to be thinking on getting it, and what that might be like. Motherfuckin' anticipation, right?

But what ain't you got the understanding of? I'll lend a bro a hand, if I can.