sortinghat_logs | ~Forest of Depression~

[Tavros shrugged at Gamzee's words, not really quite sure what to say. He didn't mind particularly! But he also did kind of mind...sort of... he didn't know. It was weird, conflicting feelings that he didn't know how to explain.

But on Karkat's words, he actually gasps, before hurrying to clarify.]

Wh- no! I, uh, no! No, th- I, I didn't mean I wanted, uh, I- I was just kind of feeling left out, but- I mean! No! Uhhh, no, no, uh, not left out! I mean- it's not like anyone would, uh, want to kiss me anyway, y'know? So, uh, I- it doesn't matter! J-just, just forget it, okay! Both of you, uh, just f-forget it!

[There's a moment when Gamzee looks like someone slapped him, all the pleasant dazedness draining out of his face in a cold rush, like ice shoved down the back of his shirt. He turns his head hastily into Karkat's shoulder, hoping the two are so involved in what they're saying to each other that they're paying no attention to him, though his arms tighten around the Gryffindor for comfort.]

Karkat ain't a brother what offers things he don't be meaning. [He points out, voice slightly muffled from his hiding spot in his friend's shirt.]

[Karkat feels Gamzee bury his face in his shoulder and the arm around him tighten. He kind of got the feeling that the taller boy had a thing for Tavros but something...bad had happened between them? For the moment he shrugged it off, reaching to pull the Hufflepuff closer so that he didn't have to pull away from Gamzee. He tilts his head down and quite promptly presses his lips to Tavros's, if only to get him to shut up.]

[Tavros lets out an extremely surprised squeak when Karkat's lips are suddenly on his and his arms just kind of flail. Everywhere. The cup flies out of his hand and shatters on the floor, and his hands grasp at something, anything for support. They find purchase on Gamzee's shirt, though he doesn't realize it's Gamzee's shirt of all things.

With something to support himself, he pulls away from Karkat, pulling against Gamzee's shirt to steady himself. Only Gamzee is not exactly rooted to the spot, so Tavros ends up pulling him his direction. Tavros falls backwards onto the bed, Gamzee on top of him and then suddenly another pair of lips are on his before he can even realize what the hell happened.]

[It's kind of hard for Gamzee to appreciate the position he's in, while he's trying to flail himself and avoid knocking Karkat to the side while he figures out just when he got grabbed and hauled and OH MOTHERFUCK WHAT IS THIS SHIT, oh hey, damn.

He probably ... shouldn't be so happy to be kind of between Tavros's legs, and he does pull back from the unintentional lip squash, apologizing] Oh, shit, damn motherfucker, I'm sorry- [From about two inches away, looking kind of like he does want to kiss Tavros properly, and not quite able to let himself, booze or no booze.] Are you okay? I didn't impale you on nothing?

Edited 2012-03-25 11:30 (UTC)

[Karkat let out a surprised yelp when he was suddenly tossed from between the two of them, falling onto his back on the bed with his leg tangled with one of Tavros's useless ones. He couldn't see it from this angle but he knew the look Gamzee was probably sporting.

He rubbed his chin where he got hit by Tavros's flailing, smile curling across his mouth.]

Jesus, Nitram, it's just a kiss.

[Tavros stared up at Gamzee with wide eyes, his mouth slightly open and his heart pounded in his chest from the pure adrenaline of his little freakout. He hadn't meant to freak out like that, but he just- he hadn't expected it at all. It scared him! But now that he thought about it- he'd been kissed. He'd just had his first kiss with... with Karkat.

And his second- sort of- with Gamzee.

Okay that was definitely... confusing him. Because the more he thought about it, the more he... was just amazed that he'd been kissed for the first time in his life. And somehow it didn't really matter by who. Just that he'd experienced it. And with people who were his friends. That wasn't so bad! And a part of him wondered why it was even an issue who it was. He liked people! He liked everyone. Why... why did it matter, then?

But wow those kinds of thoughts were just kinda giving him a headache, so his mind blanked everything out and focused in on the fact he'd been kissed. And when Karkat spoke, it broke him from his thoughts and slowly a grin formed and he giggled.]

Uhh... haha, yeah! You're right, uh... sorry! Sorry about that, uh... I hope that I didn't hurt...anyone... [His eyes found Gamzee's and he trailed off.] Uh, I'm fine, you didn't... do anything. It was my fault, anyway... and also, uh... you have really soft lips. [Maybe he hadn't quite meant to say that out loud, but it definitely came out before he could stop it.]

Edited 2012-03-26 10:02 (UTC)

[Yeah, Tavros, that's not the kind of thing you say to a drunk dude with a crush on you ... you know that, right? Because what happens is he kisses you again, for real this time.

The Slytherin's lips are soft, or maybe they're just wet, it's hard to tell, and he's gently moving them against Tavros's, licking at the Hufflepuff's bottom lip, one hand coming up to stroke at the smaller boy's hair, along the side of his face. It's a sloppy kiss, but it's sweet and tender, too, and after a few moments, Gamzee pulls back, an uncharacteristic mix of worry and happiness on his face.]

Oh, woah, uh ... shit, sorry again. Pretty sure that one was my motherfuckin' fault.

[Karkat knew what it was like to kiss Gamzee, but that had just been practice for something he never actually did. He felt the steady sting of jealousy start to settle in the pit of his stomach, though whether it was brought on by the alcohol or his crush on Gamzee he didn't know. He fully acknowledged it was a crush, yes, but it would make things so awkward, so he just kept it to himself.

So he just sat there, legs crossed and hands in his lap, watching and waiting for them to finish.]

[Tavros drew in a breath when Gamzee kissed him, eyes widening a little, but only because he's just not used to being kissed and not because he was actually objecting to it. He didn't know what to do though! So he just laid there for a moment, heart beating fast as Gamzee kissed him in his weirdly sloppy yet gentle way. One of his hands drifted up and came to a rest on Gamzee's chest, grasping lightly at his shirt, because he felt awkward laying there just kind of lifeless, but he just didn't know what to do with his mouth.

When Gamzee pulled away and looked at him with that expression, apologized, Tavros couldn't help but giggle. Apologizing was silly! There was nothing to apologize for... Well, a few minutes ago he would have thought so. But past Tavros was silly. There was nothing wrong with kisses. They were kind of awesome, actually! Really awesome.]

Uhhh, don't be sorry, Gam... it's fine...uh, more than...fine, actually. Really, uh... fine!

Yeah? That's not what you said ... [No, he really doesn't want to go there. Not right now, when there's a warm feeling glowing in the pit of his stomach, making him feel all happy and squirmy at the same time. Kissing both of the people that matter most to him in the world; damn, he'd never even thought he'd get to do this.

The thought reminds him of his best friend, and his eyes flick up to Karkat, sitting there with his hands in his lap and looking kind of lonely.]

Shit, bro, you be looking like you got your saddest face on, kinda. [That's pretty much completely unacceptable, so the Slytherin pushes himself up on his hands and knees, crawls over to the smaller boy, frames Karkat's face with his hands, and pulls him into another kiss, this one deeper and more enthusiastic, since he thinks he won't get shoved away.]

[He hadn't meant to look lonely at all. If anything, Karkat was happy Gamzee was getting to kiss his crush, though he'd deny it. He only had a vague notion that the taller Slytherin liked Tavros anyway, so it wouldn't have been his place to tease. He glances up when he hears Gamzee's voice, not expecting to be kissed again.

Had he not been drunk, he probably would have pushed him away and laughed it off. Not this time, opening his mouth under Gamzee's with a little, small, enthusiastic moan.]

[With his booze clouded mind, Tavros didn't know exactly what Gamzee had been about to say, but he doesn't have time to contemplate it too long when Gamzee is addressing Karkat, and the two of them are kissing soon.

Now that Tavros had been kissed, seeing them two of them do it was a lot more interesting! He stares at them, giggling a little. Wow, it looked kind of... funny. Was that what the two of them looked like? Haha... After a few seconds, he realizes he's thirsty. Or he just wants more booze, actually, he's not all that thirsty. He shifts so that he can reach into his pocket for his wand.

He points it at one of the vodka bottles he can't reach. The levitation charm takes a few tries, but eventually he gets it to shakily rise into the air and float over. Surprisingly, it doesn't fall out of the air, and he grabs at it. Stowing his wand away, he unscrews the lid and, pulling a Gamzee, drinks right from the bottle.]

[It does look a little weird, mainly because Gamzee's tongue is partway down the other boy's throat, like he's eating at Karkat's mouth. He pushes one hand up into the Gryffindor's thick hair, as though he's trying to anchor him in place, and it just goes on and on and on, until finally Gamzee pulls back, pressing his forehead to Karkat's, and panting, licking the younger boy from his lips appreciatively.]

Oh, damn. Oh, damn. [Murmurs, but he certainly doesn't sound upset, or disappointed. In fact, his eyes are alight with excitement, and his mouth is stretched into a wide, affectionate grin.] Damn, motherfucker, when'd you get so good at that?

[Gamzee has no idea if Karkat's any good. He has no way of judging. But he'd liked it, so it must be good, right?]

~Forest of Depression~

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