The happy, excited look on Gamzee's face helped a lot. It made him feel like he was doing something right, even if his nerves weren't going away. It just felt like he had a lot of extra work to do to be a good and wanted boyfriend, since he was a cripple and there were still a lot of limitations on the sort of things he could and couldn't do.

This he could do so, or at least try his very best.

Tavros lead Gamzee into his room and closed the door behind them, locking it as an after thought. He kept his hand in Gamzee's, his face already very red and they hadn't even done anything yet. Now that they were there, he had no idea where to start.