It's bound to happen someday.

"I-I'm not?" He is, but to him he doesn't see it that way. To him it's just stating a fact that is, even if he has his facts all wrong.

He bit at his already raw lip again. Part of him actually missed the spell now. It had all been so easy then, why is it so different now if Gamzee still wants him?

The crippling self doubt probably has something to do with it.

In the end he finally just leans up, but it's less of a kiss and more a timid, unsure nuzzle against the other boy's jaw.