His first kiss! With tongue! Oh god he's caught between being completely elated and terrified. What if he's bad at it? What if his breath smells? What if there's no way he could ever compare to Shinra? That's the part that worried him the most. He tries not to linger on all that and just enjoy it for what it is, warm and new and even the taste of the other boy's mouth made him tingle and forget he needed air to breathe.