[Gamzee stops, shakes his head once, decisively, then steps back a little, takes Tavros's hand to tug him away from the fire, into the dimmer area some feet away. Already he can feel the sweat cooling on the bare skin of his torso, but he doesn't really feel the cold, not yet. He drops into a loose-limbed crouch next to a log, and gestures for Tavros to sit.]
I just got back last night. In my time, I mean. Shit in my head ... it was like I was losing everything down those holes, you know? Like all my motherfuckin' self was draining away and I could stare down through them and see the cracks in everything, in the whole world. And I tried to fill it with everything what was given to me, but it didn't work, because it was still all broken.
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[Gamzee stops, shakes his head once, decisively, then steps back a little, takes Tavros's hand to tug him away from the fire, into the dimmer area some feet away. Already he can feel the sweat cooling on the bare skin of his torso, but he doesn't really feel the cold, not yet. He drops into a loose-limbed crouch next to a log, and gestures for Tavros to sit.]
I just got back last night. In my time, I mean. Shit in my head ... it was like I was losing everything down those holes, you know? Like all my motherfuckin' self was draining away and I could stare down through them and see the cracks in everything, in the whole world. And I tried to fill it with everything what was given to me, but it didn't work, because it was still all broken.
Do you know what I'm saying?