[He thinks on that for a long time, trying to think of a succinct way to answer it.]
right now?
because i can't control it. it's not even about the kind of magic i might be up and getting my brain all absorbing the knowledge on - it's about how i can't get a grip on it.
i like the fall, it's fun. that tumbling through and feeling like you're flying down into the great motherfucking unknown. but it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt and i hurt two precious people, i'm scared i'll do that shit again.
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right now?
because i can't control it. it's not even about the kind of magic i might be up and getting my brain all absorbing the knowledge on - it's about how i can't get a grip on it.
i like the fall, it's fun. that tumbling through and feeling like you're flying down into the great motherfucking unknown. but it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt and i hurt two precious people, i'm scared i'll do that shit again.
[Frowns and glances up worriedly at Rhys.]
does that make sense?