[closed] but how much would I give to have it back again?

[quasistellar]

WHO: Constance and Feferi Peixes
TONE: Sad, heartbroken, etc.
RATING: PG-ish
WHEN: 14 November, after her conversation with Eridan
WHERE: Constance's office
WHAT: this happened. it's been discussed not!mum to not!son. and now it needs to be discussed, mum-to-daughter.
STATUS: [ONGOING]



[Constance was exhausted after talking with Eridan, but she made herself drink a cup of tea as she waited for Feferi. She needed to speak with her daughter, tired or not. Things needed to be said, no matter how exhausted she was. No matter how much they hurt, no matter how tired she was.

She wasn't pacing now, instead sitting at her desk, a pot of tea in front of her. She dabbed at her eyes now and then, but she was determined to at least try and look composed.]

Comments

<3

[bubblingover]

I know, but i still feel like i haven't been really there for you. You've been suffering alone mum and i just wish i could been more of help to you.

It's true, i shouldn't have to keep it all in, but i didn't think lashing out at anyone wasn't really going to help anyone. I can't change what's happened, i just have to make best of the situation.

As much as you are my mother; you aren't superhuman either. I can't except you just to be able to handle every emotional thing! We all have our moments.

<3

[quasistellar]

Feferi, it isn't your place. Your sole responsibility right now is to your schoolwork and to being happy. You don't need to have that extra responsibility of taking care of me on top of it.

I'm your mum and you're my daughter. It's my place to be there for you. If you need to let something out, you can.

My problems shouldn't be splashed out all over the place. I'm sorry for that.

You have permission to kick me.

[bubblingover]

[She going to protest against her mother anyway.]

But i am happy, I have lots of fun at school so far!! For me, it's not extra responsibly, it is what family do for each other.

But you always been there for me when i needed you and i know you always will be.

You haven't be splashing them everywhere, you've been suffering by yourself, and that's what worries me even more.