[But she won't sit down next to him, that would tempt her to stay too long... A deep breath as she tenses, preparing herself for the topic.]
...I am sorry for what happened. When we broke up, I mean.
[Her knuckles turn white as she grips her books for dear life, keeping a steady gaze on Karkat as best she can.]
I was caught between wanting to help both of my friends...and I ended up helping neither of them and losing a third that is very important to me. I shouldn't have acted so rashly or said such horrible things to you...I was lashing out because...what you said hurt me.
[She can't, she can't look at him. She'll start crying. She can't stand the idea of crying in front of someone. But could she just duck her head or turn away from him? That was a coward's way out...]
And...I'm sorry, but...I still have feelings for you. Friendship feelings and romantic feelings...even if you hate me for the rest of our lives, I will still have these feelings.
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[But she won't sit down next to him, that would tempt her to stay too long... A deep breath as she tenses, preparing herself for the topic.]
...I am sorry for what happened. When we broke up, I mean.
[Her knuckles turn white as she grips her books for dear life, keeping a steady gaze on Karkat as best she can.]
I was caught between wanting to help both of my friends...and I ended up helping neither of them and losing a third that is very important to me. I shouldn't have acted so rashly or said such horrible things to you...I was lashing out because...what you said hurt me.
[She can't, she can't look at him. She'll start crying. She can't stand the idea of crying in front of someone. But could she just duck her head or turn away from him? That was a coward's way out...]
And...I'm sorry, but...I still have feelings for you. Friendship feelings and romantic feelings...even if you hate me for the rest of our lives, I will still have these feelings.